Wake up in a good mood, without the horrible fear
Learn Hebrew
See my mother experience grace and mercy so she can show me some
Trace my family ancestry. I'm told they come from Isreal on my father's side. I don't know if it's true. My family has secrets
See my brother grow up into the man I know he wants to be, so I can watch him be happy
Go camping again
Be a cyclist again
Be a painter again
Love people again
I know, that's only 9. I can always ask for 10 more things with the last 1.
Right?
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Gap, I can totally relate. I have horrible abandonment issues, and the motherfuckingneverending fear is the worst part. Medication has helped me tremendously, along with cognitive behavioral therapy, but I think I will always struggle with it. I think my divorce made it worse, because I don't remember dealing with it as much when I was married.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, you have my empathy and good wishes. And yeah, I wish the same things for my mom.
Thank you, LB, I wish freedom for you as well.
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